Depression and me

So today I did something brave, I told two of my close work friends about my depression.

If you have been following me for a while you will know I moved to a new village and started a seasonal job, I have meet some lovely people. I have grown really close to one girl at work and I started to feel like I was hiding myself from her and I didn't want that. as I feel she will be a true friend.

They have reminded me there are nice people in the world ( not just other bloggers lol)

I was worried about having the conversation but it seemed to come up so I just blurted it out. I have to say it went really well. Although I am still worried they will both see me differently. I am relived to have told them.

My other friend has had issues in the past and I was really wanting to say I completely understand what you are saying and what you went through. He has overcome a lot.

It's coming to the end of my seasonal contract and I'm starting to really worry about the future. I have my bad day and good days I.m just so worried about not having some where to go each day. I am studying and will start my own business but we all know these are hard to start in small places.

I just dont want any stigma to follow me about.

It's hard coming to terms with depression yourself let alone telling others.

But at least if I have to leave a night out or have a panic attack I have two friends who know what's happening.

I am going to keep you all updated on my depression as to be honest it's part of my life and me.

Missljbeauty xoxo

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